Friday, March 23, 2007
Whacked VS 4-1 2day. Han Shen lost 1st singles his match and was really angry and frustrated with himself. dat guy also not say very pro. i think han shen was juz nervous. any other time i tell u han shen sure own one. that guy apparantly has beaten tan lai tian in spex b4 though. so hes the best player. with all due respect to them, i think they all erm...(no other word liao) suck. ah teng won(as expected). nic tan and jian yi won. JUST. 9-8. the other doubles pair was dam lousy. its lk they can't even hit properly. we shd haf won 9-1 or 9-2 or smth. but we still won so nvm. wah biang(Jiang) said dat if i had been playing in dat doubles we would haf owned =). finding some very gd form now. juz not fit to play a long match yet. too bad coach isnt ard to see how well and consistent i play now. sigh... and i realise han shen is a really gd fren. i mean he was going to speak to coach about playing me on monday cos i deserved to play even though the doubles did well 2day =) thx! but since he lost he said he is in no position to tell coach anth. but he still went to tell. saying wad u know? he wanted to be taken out because he said he din deserve to play cos he played badly. asked coach to play me cos i deserve the place more than him at the moment and erm... at times certain ppl.so coach said he will think abt it. but whether i play or not, i think han shen's thought is wad counts. not whether i play( but its still impt la of course but i wouldnt want to play at the expense of such a great player). was quite touched by this actually...i mean how many ppl would juz go right up to coach and ask him to play another person cos he deserves it more than him? frens like dat are very hard to come by... and i realise he's not the only who feels dat i shd play in the starting 7 permanantly( with due respect to everyone)...a number of others too but i shan't name any. so thx han shen! juz for the thought. its the thought that counts =) anyw i figured liao la... if i dun play then ok lor... changing coach soon anyway. i juz play well in front of the new one. i know wad i can do and thats the most important thing. and someone actually said i'm better than han shen!!!!! and im lk "hello??????did u get me and him mixed up????? hes much much better!!!!" so i hope i get to play on monday.i'm quite boosted and inspi(red)(haha) by wad those ppl told me... and i'm gonna join spex training soon. hope can get into darren, tim tan lt and shuo li's grp. but they r lk very gd?
right so sbt sch day. i saw yap shinn for the very 1st time. u guys r right he was a rather comical face. and he's pretty friendly and a good teacher. very relaxed his lesson. and jaya seriously lost A LOT of weight. shes like quite thin now. i saw her this morning when she asked me to put something up on the notice board. and gave me a bar of chocolate too =). then art was lk funny also. my portrait of hui yao looks like some ex-convict XD haha its a gd drawing(nt said by me but other ppl) but it does nt look lk hui yao. HAHA.
someone's been erm...not sure wad to use here erm... "off" lately...
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